I have to say it...

I cannae help but be a little mad. I cannae help but be hurt. I was abandoned. Though probably long before I realised it. I know I'm better off without the frustration, but I still...somewhere in me want to be frustrated. My feelings will never change and I don't regret what I did one bit. The time had passed and though I'm not completely okay with that now, I will be. Somewhere down the line. More than anything now I'd like to know. I'd like to know the thoughts. The feelings. I'd just like to know.

Bin ich tot?

Roger and I are zusammen. It macht me so happy. Work is spass. So that's your deutsch lesson for the day.